I do want people to play them indeed! Thank you for the comments and taking a look at this music. I'm sorry the typesetting can be tricky to follow. I don't think the latest versions of the scores are on this site - they are on GitHub (https://github.com/xrchz/music) and IMSLP (https://imslp.org/wiki/User:Xrchz).
Your penchant for accidentals (on nearly every note!) as well as key changes every seceral measures tends to make your quite magical and unique compositions unapproachable. You DO want people to play these, right?